Seasons happened. Things got colder and harder. Suddenly I found myself smoking circles in the air which is a natural phenomenon in winters and I was not okay. I wish, I was someone’s favourite person.
That night I disconnected the call with my trembling voice saying that something is wrong with the network while everything was wrong with me, I cried discreetly but secretly wished that someone would notice and rescue me from myself. That night I realised that some stories are meant to be happy ones, but not mine.
I don’t want to hear, “You’re strong and you’ll make it through”, but all I want to hear is, “It’s okay to feel weak sometimes, I’ll help you to make it through”, I want someone to clutch my hand and pull me out of darkness. Maybe I am not needy but I am just a little more human, a not so strong independent man. Sometimes I am very afraid of my very existence, because, in this discriminative society a weak man is not accepted. They say, “Man is meant to be strong, if you are not strong then you are not a man”. Huh……!
It’s 2am on the bedside clock and I miss you. I got up to make myself a cup of coffee and light up a cigarette. Cigarettes really release stress. I hope it lessens my pain. It has started to rain, and I am already losing this fight. We remained a tale for eternity, but a love story never meant to be. I’ll remember the moments; you made me feel loved more than the times you said, “I love you”. There was no eye contact, no touch…..but just a skip in the heartbeat. “LUB-DUBB…..LUB-DUBB”, I could hear my aching heart speaking up your name in desperation and I could do nothing to make it calm as “All is Well” theory is only applicable in films but not in real life. I really wish that it was that easy to make a heart full of agony and sorrow calm so that it too can take rest from getting such refusals or betrayals.
It’s 3am. I don’t know why I am writing all these. I think, I should get back to bed, because, tomorrow’s dawn will bring a new sunlight in my life. I know you won’t be there in my life anymore, but yes, I must learn the art of moving on. But I will always remember the promise you made, “I’ll never leave you”— I played the voice message again……………………………….
–Preetam
This is my first attempt to write a story!!! I hope you guys will like it!💙
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it is awesome..khubhi bhalo..
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You should definately write more stories Preetam.. This was lit💎
👏👌
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Thanks 😄😄
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Exactly it was really awesome……. Lit re…….
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Nice bhai❤️❤️ keep it up 👌👌
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it is awesome ..nice thoughts
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Nice one…Bro…Really awesome 👌👌👌👌
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Thanks
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My theory is: the girl died? 😮
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No …. She left the boy!
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U nailed it in your first attempt.It’s amazing. Keep it up.😊
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Great!! Amazingly written.👌👌
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It really halpens…!!
But its really very heart touching……appreciative ……
😘😘
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Beautiful story with a wonderful elegance
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Thanks 😄
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It’s awesome ….Keep it up
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Gr8 work…keep this going
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Well man of words! It’s really not what I expected. I am surprised to see your work! Nailed it. Keep it up bro!
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It’s really awesome. Write more of these. This was one of your best for me.
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This is the best writing of urs i have ever read …. Really appreciating… Move on with ur good works 💖💖💖💖
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Thannnnk you sissssssss💙💙💙
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Worth a read 🔥
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Thanks a ton sis!!!💙💙
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Well written sir as always!!!! Really touched my heart!!! ♥️♥️♥️💜💜
And btw I am very sorry for that case sir! please forgive me!! I did it because I was ordered!
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Khub shundor hoeche!! Very delicate!!💜💛💛💟
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Fantastic!!! Very elite story!! Loved it!!! 🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧
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Such wonderful story!!! I am gonna share it!!!📯📯📯
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Mast hai!!! Aur kya kya ata hai tujhe, gana Gaana, keyboard bajana, tabla bajana, guitar bajana, drawing karna, and then you are in Scouts too!! A man of multiple talents I must say!…
Grand salute
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Jaise hi main inn shabdo se mukhatim hua mujhe toh Jannat dikhne Laga! Bohut khub
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Fantastic!!! I am just wondering that you do you write such wonderful pieces?💜💜💜🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧
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‘在百度贴吧♥️♥️♥️🇨🇳🇨🇳
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啊啊啊啊啊我🇯🇵🇯🇵
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Amazing!!! Love from Oz!
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“I played the voice message again”….. That line just took away my heart!!!! It’s lovely!♥️♥️♥️🇬🇧🇬🇧
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I’m not much of a reading- a -blog person… But I surely start reading now…coz yours is splendid…
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Deep…very deep🖤🖤 truely amazing….!!🖤
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This is the best😍😍😍 and it really is….. For it incorporates the idea of existence in every word of sorrow and happiness. You just stand out Preetam😍
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Thanks
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